i just want to see you.

with brownie batter.

it’s been a while. hello everybodies.

i can’t believe im actually doing this. but i figure, what the hell? i have nothing else to lose. here goes.

dear God.

hey. it’s david. umm, yeah it’s been a while. what, almost a year? let me just tell you that i believe by faith that You exist, Satan exists, Heaven exists, Hell exists, and the concept of salvation exists.

so i guess, if i were to die right now, i’d be scared, because i really don’t know where i would go.

i know i don’t really have any right to request anything but i just want to let You know something, and it might seem retarded, but i just wanted You to know.

i messed up on my math grade. bad. like i have a 55% in the class now. what the fuck am i supposed to? if i fail this class…college? 

im a little apprehensive and i was wondering if you could help me out? enlightenment? im not sure if i even want the help.

no. screw it. just. if you have a trump card up your sleeve, i was wondering if i could take a peek @ it?

i just want to have freedom and peace. 

so yeah. that’s it. we’ll see how it goes.

goodbye for now.